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24 September 2006 @ 08:57 pm
This post is large and varied. :)

So I went on Prozac when I was in my first year of law school and so depressed I couldn't get out of bed. Literally. It is entirely due to Denny's that I passed, as I missed most of my classes and caught up in about three weeks of intense reading from 1 am on.

Went off Prozac after a while. I still had depressive episodes, but didn't deal with them until 9/11. That day, I knew I was going to need professional help. Two weeks later, I was on Zoloft, and some time after that, I switched to Lexapro, which helped both my depression and anxiety.

That worked for a while. Then it stopped. I didn't realize it until I had an anxiety attack and became suicidal, ending up in the hospital for a few days until I stabilized. They switched me to Paxil.

Due to the death of my sex drive on Paxil, I switched to Wellbutrin a month and a half ago. Now I'm having hot flashes, and am very, very dizzy much of the time. I'll be seeing my psych in a week and a half, and maybe we can switch me to something else. Celexa? Cymbalta? Due to nixieq's experiences, there's no way I'm going on Effexor. What else is there?

Great googly moogly. Tonight I made roast beef, and the Worst Gravy Ever. It wasn't thickening, so I kept adding tapioca flour. And adding, and adding... I left it on the stove for a little while, and when Rob checked on it, he called back, "Is this gravy?"

This gravy isn't gravy. It's meat jelly. It's so thick it can literally be cut with a knife. I'm eating it anyway, though, cause it does taste good. :)

Am I the last one to see this? Did other people know about this? I stopped watching Will and Grace so many years ago, I can't even remember. But... DAYUM. This episode is called "The Fabulous Baker Boy."

The setup for this clip: Will, as Karen's lawyer, has decided she needs to fire some of her unnecessary people after Stan's death. They decide on the pastry chef, and Will goes to do the deed. But damn, is Pastry Chef hot.

So Will sleeps with him. And promises to take him to Montauk for the weekend. And fires Helicopter Pilot instead, telling Karen Pastry Chef is too good to fire. Karen agrees. Also, Pastry Chef has no shame.

Pastry Chef slept with Will AND Karen! And now wants a threesome! It is amazing how troll-like Eric McCormack looks next to Stuart, dude.

This was not only hot, but completely ridiculous, and you can tell Stuart knew it. And also? HOT. NNNNNNNGH!
Jerlugonn on September 25th, 2006 02:41 am (UTC)
I did that with the gravy before. It refused to thicken no matter how much flour I added ... until suddenly it totally jelled and became too thick to use.
Elle: Handcuffstheletterelle on September 25th, 2006 03:53 am (UTC)
I've done it more than once. :p

And you haven't agreed with me that Stuart is smokin' hot. SMOKIN'.
Jerlugonn on September 25th, 2006 09:03 am (UTC)
I watched the first clip. He was okay, but he did nothing special to me.