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22 August 2005 @ 11:12 pm
Things that suck:

Wanting to stay awake to talk to people who are all dealing with things that are legitimately more important than me. (This is not a complaint, it just sucks to be me and I'm bitching.)

Being tired and knowing, if I go to bed, I will toss and turn for 2-3 hours before falling asleep. Said tossing and turning will include doing sets of weights in bed in order to exhaust my muscles so they will STOP TWITCHING ALREADY. This will be unsuccessful.

Living in an area where I'd probably be safe walking my dog at 2 am (must deal with twitching, dammit), but having enough innate good sense not to risk it, therefore having nowhere to walk and rid myself of twitching. Not that it goes away, no matter how much exercise I do.

Ugh. It's gotten to the point where I'd almost swallow a handful of sedatives just to be assured of a full night's sleep. But then I wouldn't wake up for three days, and that's not really good.

Someday I will have a house big enough to have an exercise room, and I will have a Bowflex or Soloflex or some form of weight machine. And an elliptical machine. So when the twitches start, I will have someplace to wear myself out.
JBjbsegal on August 22nd, 2005 08:36 pm (UTC)
Elletheletterelle on August 22nd, 2005 09:21 pm (UTC)

*hugs you back*

I'm so happy to find you online again!